A mistake?

I just hope to receive a message with positive reply...  But... haiz...

You know that was just a excuse, you know that I wouldn't mind travelling for you, or you do not even know that.

Maybe is my MISTAKE to say a "no", i shall say "YES" instead, as usual...

I guess in your mind: Since he say no, then nevermind, no need to force him...

Another mistake again, or is this a mistake? Or she will be better to mingle with her friends without me?

remain UNKNOWN