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Friday, April 30, 2010

workING

Now i am giving tuition in Mercury room...Ian, Hannah and XiaoTing are doing their exercise...ME as their tuition teacher is blogging...In front of me, the new member is also doing his exercise...


My homework...which is a lot...is at my right hand side...
My cane...which is very big...is at my left hand side


I still got a lot of thing haven't do....
As a student...Homework~~~
As an employee...My student books..exercises...science program...parents day~~~
As a event organizer...Event...chinese chess...badminton...YuanDian...YMM Selangor...etc~~~
As a tuition teacher...My student syllybus and progress~~~
As a part-timer...MLM-Elken and Insurance-Great Eastern...have to find people...treat as my business~~~
As a citizen...My JPA scholarship~~~
As a boyfriend...Her birthday and our anniversary~~~

As a hubby...miss her and take care her everyday~~~
As a son and brother...my family~~~
As myself...I need REST!!


But our life is not fairy tale...we can't be ourself always...face different people everyday...so tiring wearing mask with smilling face when deal with someone i ................


I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU...DEAR...EVERYTHING BECOME SO SIMPLE

Thursday, April 29, 2010

27 April 2010 (2) DATING

After i passed all my test...i went bank for a while...then go back home and change clothe...i wore the shirt she bought for me...hehe


I have no time to eat...I quickly went out to take bus...My destination is...
Selangor
Petaling District
Puchong Zone
Pusat Bandar Puchong
....beside LDP...
IOI Mall.
..new wing...
Third floor
Redbox Karaoke
 To meet a bunch of friend and her...
In Redbox...of courese we sing...drink...sing...eat...sing....and sing....

Me and she leave earlier for our second round...have our lunner/dinch...hehe
We went Little Taiwan and had some meals over there...
We just enjoy ourselves...The food is so warm...haha
Then we went JUSCO to play~~

When we want to go back...It was rainning...
We took bus...It was very congested...
When we arrive...it was still raining...
As usual ,I sent her home with bus '11 '...
I kept her glasses so it wouldn't wet..
When my job completed...i walked back home...alone...

This time...she told me...next time no matter we go have to bring umbrella...or else i have to drive...a four wheels vehicle...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Brain

At this moment ,i have no mood to blog...

Maybe too much braincells die...dead

Use too much brain...Stuck...

Where is the plumber or the mechanic...or technician...i do not need doctor...

Science Program FLIER

Fuu~ yesterday night I went to Elken seminar again...this is the 5th times i went there...for product knowledge and share the achievements by others...Actually i planned not to go so i can finish my homework and the flier...
But at last I went too...


After we went yumcha ,uncle sent me back ,it is already 12.00 am...Although I am tired ,I quickly switched on my laptop to do the flier...i was so so so tired...and not even the halfway...i felt asleep ...with the spectacles still on my nose and the switched on computer...


This morning i wake up when my mum calling Wei Ern...i quickly open my eyes, find my glasses and wear it...then continue my works...I used half an hour to finished it...wow ...but i haven't brush my teeth and change my clothes...And yet ,i didn't do any single homework...so sad...i like my homework very much


Gotta stop here...need to email the flier to my boss...
Sorry Babe, I love you...
Yesterday ,
when you say~Good night~
was so cute...
i love it...
Hope can hear that every night

27 April 2010 (1)

Today is my big day ... What big day...My driving test day ! It sounds small...but BIG..
Yesterday night i had nightmare twice...both are related to driving and vehicles but i forgot what happen in my dream...

I go to my driving school...PERFECT Driving Academy...to take the documents and wait for the arrival of JPJ to register...As usual ,the government staffs come after one hour as stated...We all, about 100 people have for 1 hour...as expected...My heartbeat become slower as time flow...does not mean that i am dieing but i feel less nervous...

Since I take both B2 and D class driving license test...So we take the first round of B2 test...Handling a motorcycle is just easy for me...although some mistake during emergency brake...but i still pass...so happy...

But now only the test start ! The D class test...In my mind, i keep thinking that i didn't give any coffee money ,so even how well i did, i will not pass...so i am nervous...because the money and the time i had spend here...although its not a lot...but ...well you know...i don't want take a repeat test...

It is now my turn to drive the car...after a while of break...the hill test, side-parking,and three-point-turn...
 -Hill test...my document is not found ...but i already in the car on the hill...yet i need to come out from the car because without it i couldn't take the test...i went out and luckily one of the instructor send my document here...so I continue the test...
 -Side-parking...the car i drove is extremely silent...when the car is in reverse gear ,i slowly remove the clutch....but it didn't move...i try and try ...and i accidentally pull out the car key...luckily the JPJ officer do not notice about it when busy dealing with other candidate...so I continue the test...
 -Three-point-turn...nothing happen...just ok...

Yeah ! I pass all of the three test and now is the last section...On the road...

I completed B2 and D(1) within 1 hour...but i have to wait for the last section for about one and a half hour...damn long...tired...and boring

When my turn to go ...I go into the car...do all the required stuff...then i slowly release the clutch and let the car move...but the car stop and the engine~ ~...hehe you know
I try for the second time...when i try to release the clutch again...the JPJ officer remind me ...HANDBRAKE....oops, i forget about it...no wonder the  car didn't move...


Move the car...drive it...it just normal along the road...come back...and i PASS.....

WoW ,I pASS mY tEST...I wILL hAVE mY oWN dRIVING lICENSE...and i can fetch my girlfriend to where ever we  or she want to go...and also my family membersssss.....HappY~~~ 

LOve StoRy 4

The whole world know that i will leave at the end of the year...So Sad~


But none of them know that my dad have changed my mind...Too Bad~


So I SMS her ...


You want me to leave ?
If you don't want me to leave, then tell~ ~  
If I stay here , can you become my girlfriend?


I stay here because of you ...the first lie i told her...because of this lie...we become couple later....
The feeling of me towards her changes from like to LOVE...


This is how I have my first girlfriend...and she has her first boy friend...


So in this world...have two more fall in the LOVE...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Choice

Oh my god ! I have so many homeworks need to finish ! I already start my tertiary school life in EU institute , taking LCCI Diploma...at PJ, Selangor


Many people think that it will be such a waste for excellent student like me to choose accounting, for them, they i think i should choose science or medicine or others related study... But this is my life, do not tell me what should and shouldn't i do...


Being human is just to make mistake and improve ...so let me be what I want to be... Our lives shouldn't control by others...I become a excellent student is because i choose to listen to teacher, i choose to be responsible, i choose to learn, i choose to use my brain...


Don't forget, I am a teenager, i can be sucks likes others... i can say bad words in every sentences i speak out, i can go hang out every day in shopping mall...i can do others stuff as other teenagers but i CHOOSE to not doind its...I might not be matured enough ,but every single human being have brain...and i choose to use my brain to think...


The most important is my father teach me how to think...Thanks dad...You have teach me a lot, but i still have a lot to learn from you...you might not success in your career , but you are the greatest dad...not because of you buy us a lot of toys, full-fill our every single wish, but you teach us how to think and choose...

Blogging~~

Everyday...at this moment ...usually i am blogging...


I wrote ~~
What happen in my life ...
What is my feelings ...
Who is me ...
Where is me ...

Express
 myself ...
Express
the true Tan Wei Hoa ...
Express
 the me unknown by others ...

Recently, 
I am posting the LOve StoRy of me and my girlfriends...
I do this because I know our brain memory is not enough to store what we had been gone through...

Because,
She is my first and my third girlfriend until now...and the last until the end of my life
Why?
just keep following our LOve StoRy...

Sunday, April 25, 2010

LOve StoRy 3

My dad decided to move house...not within Puchong area...not within  Petaling District...not within Selangor state...But  we are going to Johor, our village...OH MY ~ ~ ~

Me and she just started...oh, not even start yet ,need to be 400++km away ...
All my friends and my teacher ...i will be very miss you guys... But I do not want to leave you guys...T.T 

My mom ,my sister ,my brother ,all of us do not want to move...so at the end of the year... we manage to pursuit our dad...of course ,due to some others reason too...dad make decision not to move... I was so happy...

So I SMS her but I didn't tell her the truth ....(to be continued)

23 April 2010... ....Rain

Early in the morning, i woke up .
A Doo came  to fetch me and we went to Yin Peng house together.
Me, a Doo .Boey Yin Peng ,Chiew Fong and Cai Ying went to a seminar together.It is about How to Become a  Good MC (master of ceremony).Ryan (Hong San) is the one who giving the talk.
We arrive...register...wait...
The seminar start...we listen...listen...listen. At the end, when the Q & A section , i have a question to ask...But some senior citizens keep asking question...which were not related to the topic...I give up...

12.30pm
We go back to Batu 8 MCA office.When we arrive ,already got many student there waiting for us.
We straight away start...
---SMK Pusat Bandar Puchong 1 ---Diabolo performance
---SMK Puchong Perdana            ---Diabolo Performance
---SMK Puchong Batu 8               ---Modern Dance
---SMK Bandar Puchong Jaya B   ---Talk show  (xiang sheng)

Then, while Boey and Yin Peng were discussing about the performance...we continue with a few dance...
All of them looks like willing to learn and learnt very fast...

We later start our meeting...chair by Hooi Zhi...and the 2nd and 4th performance get the chance to perform on 26 of June...Meeting is about proving how useless and troblesome of my suggested system...

Finish the meeting...me, Cai Ying and Gee Wey teach them a afew dance...which are only two...but they are so energetic...they learnt 2 songs but follow us dance for more than 5 songs...Wao! So tiring but happy too...It had been a long time i never get tired  because of dancing...

Now ...start rainnig... me and she went for a date...only a while...sent her home...walked back home alone...tired~~

This night...i am totally a jerk...i sent her some messages...she ask me to call her back...I did...when she pick up the phone...she can't say even a word...because she is crying...



Wei Hoa...Please remember do not hurt her again...do not tell her anything which is bad ,negative...your job is to make her happy...your job is to let her see the sunshine...even though it is raining in your heart...even though  you have any negative emotions...just put it inside your heart...and solve it by yourself! Do not ever tell anyone..especially your love one...Wan Hooi Zhi...

Babe...Please forgive me...I LOVE YOU






wAItIng~~

It is not like I never wait for someone or something...now I am  waiting for JPA scholarship...I am waiting for my agent test...I am waiting for the time to fly away from my cage~WORKING PLACE...and i used to wait for her for two hours...that time she is not my girlfriend yet...(i posted the story)


Two days ago...same thing happened...she went for meeting and yet as a boyfriend i went to wait for her at IOI . The only difference is now she is my girlfriend now...I reach at about 2.50pm...then i went to hang around somewhere of anywhere and thinking what should we do and where should we when after she finished...


Later I received her message :Come here now..got something to ask you....


So I went down to the place they meeting...i solve their question...they know the answer and i walked out alone...is kind of weird


I received her message again : Where is the money ?


So I called her and explained...for the second time where the first time I already explained to the people in-charged... 


I went Popular...take some books and read~~


4.15pm


She came...with her friends...saw me...go to find for white board...with her friends...


She looks sad...so I ask why? As usual she said :"nothing" , with the upset face...Then I decided to bring her to some where else...to make her happy


But i was wrong...at the end of the day... I ended up with my tears...I was so selfish...now only i know that...

24-4-2010...Saturday

Today morning, I went out breakfast with my dad. Only two of us ,because mum need to sleep ,sister and brother were studying in school.We went the kopitiam we went often and order  "pork meat noodle" as usual...


Then we went to my uncle house . Before i went in with dad, i ask him to let me test drive for few round with his car . I did it and  i few more confident when handling a car...Then I went into the house and watch television with my dad...


I was HAPPY...because I heard my favourite song ~ bao bei


When about 11.30 pm, dad fetch me home for changed then I go to driving lesson by myself ...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

LOve StoRy 2

One night in the prefect camp...i told her...You look pretty with this hairstyle..

That was my first time to praise a girl sincerely.

After the prefect camp, we come back to our own normal life...the only abnormal thing is the frequency of me and she mouth-fight become less...we didn't noticed about that but our friends do.

Our relationship become closer ...we hang out more often ...

But ...one day,my family had make a big decision...

A very early morning

Today i suppose in a good mood to post my love story...

BUT everything changed!!

I ask my student to go upstairs to take his exercise book...

Then he said haaa?I haven't eat my breakfast yet?
5 minutes before he said that...he is playing his skateboard...

I ask Why never eat your breakfast?Since you came for a long time already...

Then he get angry and say My mother never prepare for me...just know how to neg neg neg...

HEY,that is what secondary school form 1 student said! So dependant like a cute baby...and yet he want to act macho...Luckily my EQ damn high...if not...I will go and punch and kick him already...How dare a stupid talk to me like that...i am black belt in TAEKWONDO...do you know that? Stupid!!

Why keep calling him stupid?
If
clever boy need to tuition mie?
If clever boy want to act cute or act macho...is ok for me...as long as he full-fill the system in Malaysia...which is academic-based society...But the stupid is stupid...hehe
If clever boy you can not listen to me...because you are clever...

How consider as clever?

Dear...S and P Club member:

If you can get a total of 27 A's in or more than that UPSR,PMR and SPM ...you can consider clever...if not sorry....you are a very dumb stupid STUPID...


Wednesday, April 21, 2010

My Full-time Job~~ tuition teacher

I have started working at Stars and Planet Edu-fun Club since January 2010...so i already been here for about 3 month ++...Its a 'club-concept' DAYCARE CENTRE...but i can't saw where is its CLUB-CONCEPT?
Working at here is just simple...i have to give tuition, play with the children, give them stars and sometimes meeting...thats all...it is not relly heavy work ...just that is quite waste of time...my working time...where is the time to give them tuition is just 6 hours...but i have to stay here for 12 hours...the other 6 hours are the times we eat...we rest.. and we wait for the children come back...Furthermore,what i dislike the children here is...some of them and their parents very RUDE...they just be what they like to be...such a brainless
speechless~~

And my boss is a she...she very like to act like a boss...never give solution for a problem...when we do have some opinion...she just raise up her voice to speak out her rubbish...and at last we just listen...and do our own way...because her way...is not a way...RUBBISH! She also always being very irresponsible...what SHE have decided in meeting...she never do it...so sometimes we the staff will lost confidence and think:since you are the boss,this is your business..and yet you can be such irresponsible,so do us...



this job is quite relax...but i am just not the one who can stay here long...when reach the time i will go for my dream

Earth Day

we all human...keep saying recyle ,save the earth,save the enviroment...but how many of us do it?Practice it?

If yes,nowadays we wouldn't learn history...where is the story of human make mistake and never improve..

we have not much time left....we can do nothing...now...we are HOPELESS..everything is just TOO LATE......

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

LOve StoRy

Actually...i already have a girlfriend...my friends know,my schoolmates know...my parents...i think they know but they act like don't know.Because my mum like to arrange our stuff...so i think got a few times she saw some letters, presents...and just keep quiet and act nothing happen...

But never mind..me and she already started...twice..haha...is a long story~~

She was my junior in school...a girl that i dislike in school since she came...may be is because of the chicken little spectacles...and the way she speak...quite annoying...we always fight(not physically)...because we both are alike...like to win...

Later on she become prefect...and at one year we all prefect went for a 3days 3 nights camp...thats time...is when our story STARTED~~

My new Laptop

Now..i am using my new laptop typing my blog...

It has been a long time i didn't visit my own blog, but i went to visit others blog...especially my girlfriend's.

This laptop is brought by my uncle,he give it to me...at first i thought i get the second hand one that used by my cousin,but when i went back home,i found that it is a brand new laptop...I was shocked! I wonder whether he gave me the wrong one...

Of course I am HAPPY with the new laptop...but i feel PAISEH...because due to some reason...

but never mind...since i got it...i ll take good care of it...

Ohh! Did I mentioned this was my First LAPTOP ?

hehe~