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Saturday, November 13, 2010

问女朋友

经过了昨天,发觉好久没和你好好的谈了,不知道现在的我在你心中是个怎样的角色,我需要如何去扮演这个角色,在你朋友家人面前我又得如何?

因为心中有个标准,所以我才会做错,做错事因不符合表准

如果不喜欢请告诉我,别拒绝我,别不理我,别生气,因为你要告诉我你不喜欢,我知道有件事你不喜欢,在这里我和你说,以后我会乖乖的。

到底我在你心中,是个怎样的男朋友? 我又要如何做你心目中的那个男朋友?

要检讨才会有进步。。。

P/S 最近我很穷因为要给考试费,RM1100++ 所以就不好意思啦。。。

Monday, August 16, 2010

我第一次出的考卷。。。

Ujian kurikulum pendidikan pemandu

1. Apakah had laju yang ditetapkan bagi sebuah van di lebuh raya?
A. 70km/j
B. 90km/j
C. 100km/j
D. 110km/j

2. Semasa menuruni bukit, anda dikehendaki
A. menarik brek tangan
B. menekan cekam [clutch]
C. menggunakan gear tinggi
D. menggunakan gear rendah

3. Apakah peraturan yang telah diakui boleh menjamin jarak yng selamat apabila
mengekori kenderaan?
A. Peraturan 20 saat
B. Peraturan 2 saat,3 saat ,5 saat
C. Peraturan 2 saat ,4 saat,8 saat
D. Peraturan 2 saat ,4 saat ,12 saat

4. Mengikut kajian , berapa kalikah kemungkinan seorang pemandu mabuk untuk terlibat dengan kemalangan berbanding dengan pemandu yang tidak mabuk ?
A. 15 kali
B. 25 kali
C. 30 kali
D. 20 kali

5. Bagi menjamin bateri berfungsi dengan baik dan tahan lama ,anda mestilah menentukan:
A. air bateri diisi sehingga penuh
B. air yang digunakan mengandungi logam
C. paras air di dalam bateri diperiksa dari semasa ke semasa
D. air paip dicampurkan dengan air logam untuk meneutralkan air logam

6. Perkara-perkara berikut dirancang sebelum memulakan perjalanan kecuali:
A. keadaan cuaca
B. masa perjalanan
C. keadaan kenderaan
D. keadaan mental dan fizikal

7. Berapakah jumlah olah gerak atau pergerakan di dalam pemanduan sebenardi jalan raya ?
A. 5
B. 6
C. 7
D. 8


8. Berapakah kandungan alkohol dalam setiap 100 milimeter darah yang dibenarkan bagi pemegang lesen memandu kompeten ketika memandu kenderaan ?
A. 35 miligram
B. 70 miligram
C. 80miligram
D. 107miligram

9. Ketika anda sedang memandu di sebatang jalan raya , tiba-tiba anda menyedari bahawa anda tidak memakai tali pinggang keledar .Apakah yang harus anda lakukan ?
A. terus memakai tali pinggang keledar walaupun sedang memandu
B. berhenti di sebelah kiri jalan dan pakai tali pinggang keledar
C. meminta kawan anda memakai tali pinggang untuk anda
D. tidak perlu memakainya kerana anda seorang pemandu berhemat

10. kenyataan di bawah merupakan kegunaan lampu kecemasan kecuali:
A. apabila berlaku kecemasan
B. sewaktu hujan lebat dan kabus lebat
C. lampu besar hadapan tidak berfungsi
D. kenderaan rosak dan berhenti di bahu jalan

11. sebelum memulakan perjalanan anda yang jauh, peralatan berikut perlu dibawa di dalam kenderaan anda kecuali:
A. sepana
B. jek (bicu)
C. tayar gentian
D. bateri tambahan

12. apabila anda menghampiri bulatan dan ingin membelok ke kanan, di lorong manakah anda mesti memandu ?
A. lorong kiri
B. lorong kanan
C. lorong kanan atau kiri
D. lorong yang tidak dilalui oleh kenderaan lain

13. bagaimanakah cara terbaik untuk memperlahankan kenderaan semasa memandu menuruni bukit?
A. tarik brek tangan
B. gunakan gear rendah
C. gunakan gear tinggi
D. tekan injak cekam (clutch)

14. pilih padanan komponen dan fungsi yang tidak sesuai dari berikut:
A. gear-kelajuan kenderaan
B. stereng-menukar lorong atau haluan
C. cekam-menghidupkan enjin
D. brek-perlahan dan berhenti


15. kenyataan di bawah adalah mengenai kedudukan kaki semasa menunggang motorsikal , pilih kenyatan yang betul.
A. menghalakan kaki ke tanah
B. jangan rapatkan kaki khasnya lutut pada tangki petrol atau raga motorsikal
C. letakkan kaki berhampiran brek dan pagar

16. semasa memandu kenderaan , anda ternampak tanda isyarat ‘BAHU JALAN LEMBUT ‘ . apakah yang tidak harus anda lakukan?
A. menukar kepada gear rendah
B. mempertahankan kenderaan anda
C. memando dengan lebih berhati-hati
D. meletakkan kenderaan di bahu jalan sebelah kiri

17. pemilik kenderaan bertanggungjawab untuk mengambil insurans kenderaan motor untuk
A. mengurangkan kadar kemalangan jalan raya
B. memberi kemudahan kepada orang ramai membeli kenderaan
C. menjaga kepentingan sendiri semasa menggunakan kenderaan di jalan raya
D. memberikan pampasan kepada pihak ketiga yang terlibat dalam kemalangan

18. apakah yang anda faham ddengan Kawasan Terlindung (blind spot) bagi penunggang motorsikal?
A. kawasan 100 meter di hadapan
B. kawasan di belakang penunggang
C. kawasan yang terlindung dari pandangan melalui cermin pandang sisi
D. kawasan yang terlindung daripada pandangan disebabkan oleh halangan kenderaan lain di hadapan

19. anda memerlukan tempoh masa tertentu jika hendak memotong kenderaan di hadapan semasa di jalan yang lurus . peraturan manakah yang perlu anda ikuti ?
A. peraturan 2 saat
B. peraturan10 saat
C. peraturan 12 saat
D. peraturan 20 saat

20. sekiranya paras suhu kereta tinggi , anda hendaklah :
A. periksa enjin dan radiator
B. tambahkan air dengan segera
C. berehat dan rehatkan enjin
D. berhenti di kedai membaiki kereta

21. apabila menungang motorsikal pada waktu malam, langkah berikut hendaklah diambil:
A. kurangkan kelajuan
B. gunakan gear rendah
C. memakai pakaian berwarna gelap
D. gunakan lampu tinggi sepanjang masa

22. apabila sesebuah kenderaan bergerak melalui kawasan lintasan pejalan kaki dikenali sebagai
A. olah gerak keluar
B. olah gerak ke dalam
C. olah gerak melintas
D. olah gerak memotong

23. pemandu yang memandu waktu malam akan mengalami keadaan rabun seketika akibat silauan cahaya terlalu terang dan boleh mendatangkan bahaya. Apa yang perlu anda lakukan untuk mengatasi masalah ini ?
A. memakai kanta pelekap
B. memejamkan mata sementara menunggu silauan cahaya lampu kenderan di hadapan berlalu
C. menggunakan cermin mata hitam untuk mengelak daripada cahaya lampu kenderaan yang terlalu terang
D. jangan lihat ke arah cahaya lampu kenderaan yang dating dari arah hadapan

24. mengapakah lampu amaran cas bateri masih menyala walaupun enjin telah dihidupkan ?
A. kehabisan bahan api
B. enjin terlampau panas
C. air bateri tidak mencukupi
D. bateri tidak mendapat cukup cas

25. apabila memanu menghampiri kawasan lintasan kereta api yang tidak berpagar , anda haruslah
A. berhenti di bahu jalan dan tunggu sehingga kereta api melintas
B. perlahankan kenderaan dan pastikan kawasan tersebut selamat sebelum dilalui
C. mendapatkan kebenaran untuk melalui kawasan tersebut daripadapihak berwajib
D. menambahkan kelajuan kenderaan andauntuk mendahului perjalanan kereta api di kawasan lintasan

26. faktor utama yang membawa kepada berlakunya kemalangan ialah
A. cuaca
B. pemandu
C. kenderaan
D. jalan raya

27. penjajaran roda yang tidak baik akan menyebabkan
A. tayar mudah pancit
B. tayar haus di bahagian tengah
C. tayar haus di bahagian tepi
D. tayar akan haus di semua bahagian

28. ketika enjin masih panas , anda tidak dibenarkan membuka penutup radiator kerana
A. enjin akan meletup
B. minyak enjin masih panas
C. air panas akan memancul
D. kipas radiator masih berpusing

29. semua pernyataan di bawah adalah betul kecuali
A. lesen D-motorkar
B. lesen E-traktor
C. lesen B-motosikal
D. lesen A-kenderaan orang cacat

30. apakah syarat-syarat kesihatan yang diperlukan pemohon untuk mendapatkan lesen memandu ?
A. sihat tubuh badan dan boleh mendengar pada jarak 23 meter
B. sihat tubuh badan dan boleh mendengar pada jarak 20meter
C. sihat tubuh badan dan boleh melihat pada jarak 20 meter dan tidak buta warna
D. sihat tubuh badan dan boleh melihat pada jarak 20 meter dan tidak buta warna

31. apakah langkah-langkah yang perlu anda ambil untuk mengurangkan ketegangan semasa memandu ?
A. hanya memandu ketika cuaca baik
B. makan , minum dan menghisap rokok
C. tidur dan memandu pada waktu malam
D. berhenti rehat dan melakukan senaman ringan

32. siapakah yang layak untuk memohon Permit Memandu Antarabangsa(IDP) ?
A. Pemegang Lesen Memandu Kompeten CDL
B. Pemegang Lesen Memandu Percubaan PDL
C. Pemegang Lesen Memandu Memando LML
D. Pemegang Lesen Memandu Vokasional GDL

33. kadar alkohol yang dibenarkan dalam naras seseorang pemegang Lesen Memandu Percubaan semasa memandu ialah :
A. 35 kilogram alkohol dalam 100 milimeter nafas
B. 80 kilogram alkohol dalam 100 milimeter nafas
C. 107kilogram alkohol dalam 100 milimeter nafas
D. 73 kilogram alkohol dalam 100 milimeter nafas
34. apakah warna plat ‘P’?
A. latar belakang-biru ;huruf-putih
B. latar belakang-biru ;huruf-merah
C. latar belakang-merah;huruf-putih
D. latar belakang-putih;huruf-merah

35. semua calon mesti memenuhi syarat-syarat berikut sebelum dibenarkan menduduki ujian amali :
A. telah menjalani latihan amali 18 jam
B. telah menghadiri kursus teori selama 4 jam
C. telah lulus undang-undang jalan raya (teori)
D. telah menjalani pra ujian di rumah

36. kenyataan yang manakah betul mengenai Lesen Belajar Memandu?
A. untuk kelas B dan D sahaja
B. untuk kelas selain B dan D sahaja
C. boleh diperbaharui bagi tempoh 1 atau 2 tahun sekali
D. boleh diperbaharui bagi tempoh 3 atau 8 bulan sekali

37. seorng pemandu telah didapati bersalah kerana memandu kenderaan dengan kelajuan 70km/j di kawasan had laju 50 km/j . berapakah mata demerit yang dikenakan kepadanya mengikut Sistem KEJARA ?
A. 15 mata
B. 10 mata
C. 6 mata
D. 8 mata

38. kesalahan-kesalahan yang manakah di bawah tidak tergolong dalam kesalahan-kesalahan terjadual dalam Sistem KEJARA?
A. memandu semasa mengantuk
B. memandu melebihi had laju yang ditetapkan
C. memandu dalam keadaan mabuk kerana pengaruh alkohol
D. mengabaikan arahan-arahan dan isyarat-isyarat lalu lintas

39. menuruni bukit yang curam memerlukan kita memandu dengan lebih berhati-hati. Apakah langkah yang sesuai diambil apabila memandu dalam keadaan ini ?
A. tekan injak cekam dan kawal stereng
B. tukar kepada gear tinggi dan bersedia untuk membrek
C. tukar kepada gear rendah dan bersedia untuk membrek
D. sentiasa menggunakan brek dan cekam untuk mengawal kelajuan kereta

40. apakah faktor yang mengakibatkan Hyroplanning?
A. tayar botak
B. jalan kering
C. kenderaan yang dipandu perlahan
D. tekanan angin yang mencukupi

41. jika anda ingin memotong kenderaan di hadapan ,anda mestilah :
A. memandu perlahan
B. menggunakan gear rendah
C. mematuhi peraturan 12 saat
D. menyalakan lampu hadapan

42. berapa lamakah tempoh sesuatu Lesen Memandu Percubaan?
A. 6 bulan
B. 12 bulan
C. 24 bulan

43. kelayakan umur minimum untuk memohon Lesen Belajar Memandu bagi kelas B ialah :
A. 15 tahun
B. 16 tahun
C. 17 tahun
D. 18 tahun

44. Berapa lamakah sah laku bagi ujian undang-undang sebelum calon menduduki ujian amali?
A. 1 tahun dari tarikh lulus
B. 2 tahun dari tarikh lulus
C. 3 tahun dari tarikh lulus

45. berapa lamakah tempoh sah laku sijil keputusan ujian memandu untuk memohon Lesen Memandu?
A. 1tahun
B. 2 tahun
C. 3 tahun
D. ½ tahun

46. apakah jenis lesen yang diperlukan oleh seorang pemandu Kenderaan Perkhidmatan Awam?
A. Lesen memandu kompeten dan Lesen PSV
B. Lesen memandu kompeten dan Lesen GDL
C. Lesen memandu kompeten dan Lesen Konduktor
D. Lesen memandu kompeten dan Lesen Permit Memandu Antarabangsa

47. pemegang Lesen Memandu Percubaan hendaklah mempamerkan :
A. plat ‘L’ di hadapan dan di belakang kenderaan
B. plat ‘P’ di hadapan dan di belakang kenderaan
C. plat ‘AWAS PEMANDU CACAT’ di belakang kenderaan
D. plat ‘PEMANDU SEDANG DIUJI’ di hadapan kenderaan

48. di bawah sistem KEJARA apakah jenis tindakan yang boleh dikenakan kepada pemegang Lesen Memandu Kompeten apabila didapati telah mengumpul 15 mata demerit atau lebih kali ketiga dalam tempoh lima tahun?
A. Lesen memandu kompeten digantung tidak melebihi 6 bulan
B. Lesen memandu kompeten digantung tidak melebihi 12 bulan
C. Lesen memandu kompeten digantung 6 bulan dan tindakan pembatalan lesen akan dibuat
D. Lesen memandu kompeten digantung 12 bulan dan tindakan pembatalan lesen akan dibuat

49. di bawah sistem KEJARA berapakah mata demerit yang boleh dikenakan pada pemandu yang melakukan kesalahan kerana tidak mematuhi lampu isyarat semasa memandu di jalan raya?
A. 5 mata
B. 10 mata
C. 8 mata
D. 15 mata

50. waktu sibuk adalah masa berikut kecuali
A. 7.00 pagi- 8.00 pagi
B. 12.00 t.hari-1 t.hari
C. 4.00 petang-5 petang
D. 6.00 petang- 7.00 petang



selamat menjawab!!!


Disediakan oleh:



--------------------------
(Tan Wei Hoa)

很久之前。。。

约莫凌晨四时半,我开始与了意识,感觉客厅的灯还是亮着的,不过很快的又被睡魔唤去。

一小时后,把眼睛睁开了,慵懒的身躯跟本不想起身。慢慢感觉胃液倒流,炽热的食道令我好不自在,还有嘴里还有隐隐约约昨日夜宵的味道。。。终于承受不了,就去漱口如厕,感觉仍不舒服。。。

惊觉昨日堆积的功课,已被收拾整齐。

再次勤劳地把未完成的功课拿了出来,独自一人在风扇低下,冷静的处理会计问题。

完成了数题,看看时间,感觉差不多了,就去梳洗更衣

Monday, June 21, 2010

宝贝粘我

两个人粘粘
感觉好
两个人滑滑
感觉更好

左手和右手
无名指上的戒指
敲击出一首动人的
浪漫曲

悦耳的敲击声
伴随


一生

幸福不在下一站
我们已搭上列车

next station~永远

有事也不和我说
有问题也自己扛
伤心时自个流泪


不是你的首选

会找朋友
会找学记


不重要

没错

错了
就错在那一通电话


很爱学记
很爱你的学弟学妹
很爱你的同届


不知该庆幸
还是悲哀


不懂我在讲什么
疯言疯语

不开心


感觉上输了
仰天长笑

Sunday, May 23, 2010

BIASISWA

之前申请的国立大学和Matrikulasi都被拒于千里之外,现在剩下的就是唯一的公共服务海外奖学金。被前两者拒绝,周遭的人都替我深感无奈,我亦有三分不忿,七分无奈。以我出色的成绩,要申请任何奖学金,照理来说应该不是问题,不过可惜咱们的社会偏偏帮亲不帮理,没理可言。。。

在等待的期间,我得知我被派到去蒲种区某国中的高三,这一刻,我就知道我被JPA录取的机率就大大减低了。大家都看好我会得到那奖学金,因为我成绩不错,而且我是申请会计系的,所以问题不大。

不过自己已经觉得放弃了,因为实在等太久。

成绩公布的那一天,之前虽然嘴边挂着已经放弃,不过,在我登入网页时,心里仍是紧张的。。。心里在想万一拿不到应该怎样?

还没来得及给自己答案,就看着电脑荧幕上那粗体及划线的字眼—tidak dapat 。。。

我的心凉了一截。。。

我,陈伟豪,一名在国家教育文凭中考取十二个甲等的考生竟然拿不到公共服务海外奖学金。我无言。。。脑袋放空。。。失望的感觉,麻木了,真的真的无言了。。。

在面子书公告天下后,好想很讽刺的仰天长啸,好想尽情的大骂秽语。。。我压抑自己,压抑感性的我,理性地我在耳边细语“这不正是你早已预料好的结果吗?没必要去失望。 ”

两位长辈安慰我,不必感到失望难过,理性的我也在说服者自己,因为这是我们的系统出了问题。

我仍在强忍着,压抑着,一切似乎早已习惯。。。麻木。。。

回到家,告知了爸爸,他在天台冷冷的回应~
失败了就要放弃咩?去找马华,找政治人物啦。。你要知道,到你没有做工 时,钱是有出没有进的。。。你要懂哦,那三年的学费我是没有办法给你的哦。。。你自己要想,爸爸的情况是怎样。。。

这时,
泪在眼眶打转,
我从天台离去,
不继续与爸爸的对话。。冲凉去~~

门一关上,泪水夺眶而出,稀里哗啦的,原来我还是很介意的。我介意我被所有申请拒于门外,我介意爸爸的那番话,我介意没人了解我,我介意。。。这一切的一切我都很介意。。。

从小到大,我成绩一直都不错;到了中学,我也只拿过第一第二名。。。从来不曾要两个老得替我担心。我一直努力,很努力很努力去做好本分,也没特别要求什么奖赏,我也从来没和他们硬硬要求要学任何才艺或去补习,因为我很清楚家里是什么情况。。。

爸妈感情阴晴不定。。。
家里经济不好。。。
自己还有一个弟弟和妹妹。。。

所以我知道,身为长子的我,要有本事找吃,因为爸妈也不能再工作多少年。。。
所以我懂,我要计划好我的将来,自懂事以来,我不敢奢望,甚至觉得我根本没那资格去想我要做医生律师,因为家里根本没有办法供我上大学或学院,惟有考取奖学金。。。

所以我都有想过,这些我都有想过 。。。

我得选择。。。不曾得到谅解。。。换来的是,

绝望
失落
孤独
一大堆的责问

愿时间停留,让我长不大,让我没忧愁,让我不必把自己伪装起来,带着面具,嘻皮笑脸。。。


*宝贝,我会很快就爬起来的,我需要你的耐心,这就够了。。。。。。。。。

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

13/5/10 星期四

放工时,收到艳萍的电话,约我到山顶喝茶,一口答应!

事后,没事发生。。。。

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Monday, May 17, 2010

12/5/10 星期三

今天放工后,我就去IOI,打算买些礼物宝贝,作为她的生日礼物

我买了。。。

第一份是有在她的礼物清单里的~公仔
我第一眼就看中了它,但却没在第一时间买下,因为想再看看有没有更好的。
或许有,不过我认为这公仔已经是最好的啦。。。
付了钱,就麻烦店员把她包了起来 。然后就去买第二份礼物。。。

第二份也买了,就搭巴士回家,之后把公仔送去宝贝家。。。
最后自己才乖乖地走回家,途中买了个汉堡给自己,竟然给金汉看到????



我们替这公仔取名为girl girl。
从这一天起,
宝贝就可以抱着girl girl入睡了。。。
每一夜,
纵然少了我暖暖的怀抱,
你依然有girlgirl 的陪伴。。。
宝贝,你要幸福哦! 
往后就多了我和girlgirl在你的身边!

11/5/10 星期二

今日在学校里,朋友,阿玮买了个三文治给我,味道普通,写下来是为了提醒自己还没还钱给人。。呵呵。。

今日在办公室没什么特别的事发生~~~~~~~~

回到家,边看ThomasCup羽球赛边吃晚餐,这一场是大马对垒日本队。。。结果令人大跌眼镜,大马男子队以二比三败北,连区区一个日本队都打不赢,那怎么还有希望重夺十八年前的荣誉呢?

随后就去叫补习,每次取这里教都要把脾气忍着,事关这里某些中学生的态度比小学生还恶劣,不过那某某是大家的朋友,所以惟有加厚自己的面具咯。。。一直嬉皮笑脸。。。


那某某学生,我在教,大家在听,他在传简讯;大家明白了,我给练习,他又投诉他不明白;我惟有在教多一次咯,这样就浪费了大家的时间。。。


如果自己没那个本事一心二用,就省下来啦,一你就乖乖上课,二你就给我有酱远死酱远。。。少叫你一个我就少赚点咯,没关系的,等下搞到自己将年轻就有心脏病就不好,多多钱都医不好啊。。。

教完了补习我就买夜宵回去给弟弟和爸爸。不过弟弟睡了,我就一人吃两人分咯。。。等下胖胖!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

与州主席的会议。。。10/5/10

和家人吃了晚餐后,爸就载我到炮冰开会。。。有时我最早到,进去等人齐。。。
艳萍和calvin到了,宝贝和宝义随后也到了,还有淑霞,我们的青运雪州分会署理主席。。。

由于炮冰店提早打烊,所以我们就换地点到old town去。谁知道我们才坐下来没多久,隔壁店的警钟就响个不停。。。差不多响了半粒钟,才恢复宁静。随后主席,许国新也到了。

这一次的会议都环绕于解决联谊会场地的问题,还有徽章问题。。。
主席给了我们一支强心剂,虽然没有很具体的解决问题,不过让我们再找场地是没有后顾之忧。。。这就是主席的魄力。。。

然后,我们就谈接下来的活动。。。
单身联谊会,情牵缘点联谊会。。。羽球赛,保龄球赛,paintball。。。金马伦trip,周年庆,几个大型的会议,首映礼-主席交待下来吩咐我去做。。。???好像有好多活动酱。。。

接着,倦鸟归家~~~

10/5/10 星期一

忙了两天。。。什么都还没做,凌晨一点了,还在批改簿子,没办法,临时抱佛脚是我的风格,开夜车曾经也是我的爱好,现在不行了。。。最后定不顺了,调了闹钟,就闭眼睛去睡。。。
这一夜,行了若干次,始终爬不起来,而且每次醒后再睡发不同的梦。。。不解>< 有一次醒来还看见妈在看报纸。。。
终于,我在约四五点战胜了周公,睁开惺忪的双目,带点点眼屎,戴上眼镜,就开始批改剩余的簿子。。

六点了,起身了,换衣换裤,传到全身白,去上课上班。。。
在班上,今天有miss yeoh 和mr lim 的节,所以我们一党人又在后面捣蛋,十分有趣。。。
在公司,终于有的上网,所以就打部落和面子书。。。当然还有替学生们补习。。。星期六有个家长日,假期还有一个科学班,好多东西还没做,没心情啊。。。在想很多其它的事。。。


无惊无险又过一天,又是时候收工回家庆祝母亲节。。。中间发生了一些小插曲。。。所以原本是我请变到爸付钱,原本是去吃餐好的却在茶餐室吃。。。对不起哦妈,你生日我一定会带你去吃好吃的,别讲随便哦。。。呵呵


宝贝
那一天下午
在面子书说话的语气重了

对不起
用错的方式替你解决问题

太在乎你
我爱你
你是我的心情~~~

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

‘将帅’蒲种三校象棋队际赛 9/5/10

去年第一届的将帅三校象棋友谊赛是我们学校主办的,但身为筹委会主席的我却因到校外比赛而没到场,真是很不对的咯。。。去年办的时候没想到会有第二届,可是学弟妹们却成功办到了,今年有到场去帮忙做个闲人,去年的缺席及今年没直接性的参与,使到我无法作比较,不过看在我的眼里,这场活动虽然有些小瑕疵,不过仍是一个成功的比赛。。。

当天的流程:
骑摩哆去韦纶家---和宝贝,参赛者们搭巴士去ioi bus stop---到对面的巴士站找恺丽---在搭巴士到赛场~SMK Pusat Bandar Puchong 1(主办学校)---交流---等Kenny~蒲种少年之窗(协办单位)主席---拍大合照---拿电脑出来做公事但没电---作闲人---带爸爸上学校送面包(学校在山坡上)---作闲人---拿功课出来但没做--- 作闲人---终于可以帮上忙了,帮忙谝排赛制---临闭幕时,宝仪来诉苦---闭幕---拍照---等宝贝开完检讨会一起回,最后却没开。。。回家。。。


当天的心情:
早上,不懂事我太敏感还是我真的做错事,宝贝都很酷,也或许是因为有其它年级小一点点的参赛者,我就不懂要怎么办。。。到了赛场我也不打扰宝贝做事,因为她是工委之一。幸好当所有人进场后,我在等kenny的当儿,宝贝溜了出来找我,来关心我。。。好开心。。
虽说宝贝今天是工委,但她的工作还挺轻松的。。。所以我在作闲人的当儿,她也一直有跑来睬下我,关心下我,问我吃东西了吗?要吃什么吗?要和珍珠奶茶吗?

虽然是那简单的几句话,不同的就在于当时的环境,我不懂得如何表达,感觉上我们不用像以前在学校一样,想亲密一点都不行以往,我们和朋友在一起时,宝贝都比较害臊,不想被冠上重色情友,现在,宝贝都没像以往那么羞涩了。。。

两个人漫步,从学校到巴士站。。。 原本是回家,过后却和宝贝再跑去喝茶谈天。。。


宝贝当天好开心,我可以感觉到,所以我也很开心。。。

Monday, May 10, 2010

我为她策划的。。。8/5/10 - 续集-

不过开心的时间飞逝,快乐总是那么短暂,时间总是那么妒忌我们。。。


我收到了一通紧急电话,要回去了,不能再留下了。。。我和宝贝说看完戏就要走了,她就很不开心,脸上写着我不爽’,‘我很伤心’,‘无奈,这几个字。。。我想和她说话,但她就是脸臭臭。。

我们雇了辆的士回蒲种,超贵的!!!一路上,我想哄回她,她却不理我,也不睬我,我很难受。。。因为她不懂。。。

天似乎懂她,也下起雨来。。。此刻,我的心痛,因为我弄她生气了,却哄不回她。。。我好难受。。。

不知不觉,我们回到了,在巴士站下了车,就和她一起在绵绵细雨中漫步。。。宝贝依然很不爽我。。。我说了很多。。。他也没给我任何反应。。。或许,是我活该。。。

到了她的家的路口,别了她,我就朝下一个目的地走去。。。宝贝的家。。。
 
           ??   
?为
           ? ?


因为,她的朋友都在她家了,大家为她开了一个生日派对,他自己却蒙在鼓里。。。这就是我之前所指的秘密大型活动~我女朋友的生日派对。。。为什么我们会伴着生日派对呢?

故事是这样的,宝贝的生日年年都在考试周,所以她不曾和她的一班朋友切蛋糕,她就觉得很伤心,再加上今年是她的中学生涯最后一年了,这令到她觉得更无奈更伤心。。。之后原本令她料以慰籍的,学记那会帮他庆祝的计划也因考试而取消了,这就令她更更更更伤心了。。。

身为男朋友的我就去和她的好朋友一起去策划,这一次的派对,希望能令他感动。。。

我到她家了,她也被朋友们为她所做的下了一跳。。。
过后大家就一起吃喝玩乐。。。都挺开心的。。。谢谢大家一起的付出,为我女友,为你们的好朋友,慧芷所做的一切。。。


kar sin, aik kern, khimmy, sook tieng, wai loon, zheng pei, chun ming, lock min, yong kit, swee chuan, yen yi, qian ru, kar gay,  
 Thank you!!

大伙玩到差不多八点就各自回巢。。。

P/S 一切的付出,是值得,虽然最终不是得到我想要的结果,我会更努力,只要你开心,我都会尽全力,你笑,我也笑,你哭,就算我多难受,也要笑,因为要哄回你。。。一切只因为我在乎你,我不想失去你,我爱你。。。这一次的salt heart cloud force 没做到,我失败,不过我会站起来,因为前面的路还远,我会紧紧牵着你,带你走下去。。。

我为她策划的。。。8/5/10

星期一一场大雨后,我的办公室就上不到网了。一个星期后,我又回来和大家分享我的生活点滴,我的内心世界。。。

五月八号,距离她的生日还有一个星期。。。一个星期后她准备要考试,所以就提前为她庆祝。。。去年的生日,给了她惊喜感动,所以打动了她的心。。。今年不愉快的事太多,所以想要带给她快乐惊喜以及咸心云力。。。

早上的跆拳道练习还没结束就回家冲凉换衣。今天有练习对打所以两只脚都伤了一点点。满身汗回到家就马上冲凉,冲了凉还是一样满身汗。。。把自己打扮得好看一点点(没有帅到,因为是天生的,呵呵)。。。就托爸爸载我到巴士站去搭巴士。

有了驾照却没车,因为她原本以为我今天可以载她去玩,所以第一回合就输了。。。

到了巴士站就往他家的方向走去。。。她正走着过来。。。她好漂亮。。。
我上前去牵了她的左手。。。一起走到巴士站去等巴士。。。
我不想她等太久所以我们就直接坐德士去双威

我们到了那,两个傻瓜就饿着肚子去戏院买票。
正当我们犹豫着想看什么戏时,宝贝看见荧幕上写着下午一点半会有一场她以为下映了的初恋红豆冰。我们二话不说就去排队买票,而且还买了情侣座宝贝好开心。。。所以我这一回合赢了。。。

买了票后我们就去到处找吃,虽然脚有点疼,不过牵着宝贝就要忍着,不让她担心,以免破坏气氛。两个傻瓜依着找,也不知道想吃什么。。。走到Asia Avenue,就到里面觅食,心血来潮想吃火锅,所以就坐了下来,见没来人来招呼,我就上前去询问,原来员工们都还没准备好,真是无话可说,唯有再去找咯。。。我们来到了大头贴区,两人一直往不同的机钻,从这一架机钻到另外一架,而且还在里面。。。

突然宝贝一句:我们忘了我们的Full House
呵呵,所以我们就朝目的地前进。。在出发前,Full House 就在我们的后面,我们并没察觉到,所以绕了一大圈我们才到。。。
为了以防万一,进去前,我先到提款机提款。。。接着就牵着我的宝贝步入充满格调的餐厅里。我们在里边除了享用那挺大分的食物外,我们也谈谈天,拍拍照,享受里面的环境。。。
觉得自己好有本事,可以带宝贝去Full House, 宝贝也好开心,我又了。。。哈哈

吃饱后两人就到处逛逛 ,看宝贝喜欢写什么就买给她。我们逛嘎逛。。走啊走。。宝贝看到了一个很有趣的塞子,所以就买了下来。塞子的里面分别是不同的家务,挺有趣的。。。

时间到了,我们就去看电影,支持本地制作,有我的偶像所执导,及大马帮所主演的Ice Kacang Puppy Love。。。戏里没有强大的电脑特效,却有一番本土的风情。。戏里没有奥斯卡得主的大牌演员,却让大家看见了本地艺人的滑稽搞笑动作。。。戏里没有紧凑的故事情节,却有充满温馨的动人故事。。。戏院里没有三维立体特效,不过戏院里有我和她一起看这一部戏,所以特别幸福。。。这一回合是第四个胜利

不过。。。待续。。。

Monday, May 3, 2010

MooD...y

today...have no mood to do nothing

feel likes got a lot of works haven't finish...

SO STRESS ! ! !

Dad, Happy birthday... 2/5/2010

Now...is my student tea time...so i will take this 15 minutes to write how did us celebrate our dad's birthday yesterday...but before  that~~

On the mornig, I brought ern ern to McDonalds to have our breakfast...which I never try before...hehe...paiseh...
I not sure whether the burger ern ern ordered is chicken or beef...but it taste good so just forget about it...
The cashier totally forgot about hashbrown that we ordered and that time already pass 11 am...when I went to counter aked for it...he didn't let me finish what I want to say...He keep saying that no more hash brown .only got french fries...luckily there was a woman who I think is supervisor help me to get it...
I give service charge okey? How can this kind of attitude appear nowadays,luckily that day I in a good mood...

On the afternoon, I went to McDonalds again to meet a friend to discuss our coming big event...secret~~

At the evening, my dad came back...but i busy dealing with teacher and Kenny about the Chinese Chess Tournament...so busy and have to take very good care when speak out every single word...

After we all have change our clothes,set our hairstyle...put some perfume...actually only daddy put...hehe
...then we went for dinner...

We planned to go to the library opposite MBA...but when we reached there, already closed...So we decided to go to the shop where we bought our spectacles which is near by...but it was closed too...aiyooo...
We have no choice so we went to the steamboat shop where we decided to go before...but...(again)...there got so many people lining up to wait for their turn...
I went to line up...But dad change his mind and decided to bring us to the hawker center we go usually to eat Nyong Tau Fu...but the stall wasn't at the shop already ...bankrupt? So at the end we went to the near by restaurant...which is steamboat shop too to have our dinner...

Lastly...I paid for the dinner...For 18 years...this was the first time i pay for the dinner...dinner with my family...

Dad...happy birthday...

Dear...today you got work...
I so miss you...
hehe...
I love you

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Labour Day 1/5/2010

Now...my blog is my diary...I will try to write down every thing happened everyday...


Morning...
Me,dad ,ern ern  and ru ru went for our breakfast. I do not have Taekwondo class and dad rest for today as he suppose to be...Then we went uncle's house and sit for a while...
I received message from dear that she had wake up and later kim han will fetch them to Vista Millennium Condominium, where I live to swim...
When I saw the message  that she mentioned that Kim Han will fetch them...I feel weird and uncomfortable...
Maybe is because that i already got my license but I am not the one to go fetch her...Just feel weird...but never mind...Just let it be and forget about it...
So I went back home to meet them, I suppose drive back by myself, but the car owner...my dad change his mind...its ok for me as long as I can go back home...And I know that dad later have to fetch our China relatives to KLIA...he is going back to China today...


I went back...I met them...KimHan,KarSin,Kenn,HooiZhi...and we swim together...
Did I just said swim? I think play water is probably more suitable...we also took several photos...
I got the chance to relax and play with my friends...I was so happy...most important is she was there too..
And...KimHan said me fat already...
Of course ,if not I have no meat to lengthen myself to become taller...haha

Afternoon...
After about one and a half hour...we get hungry and tired...So we clean ourselves then KimHan fetch us to go for lunch...chicken rice...


I went to Tesco by bus by myself  for a meeting about Chinese Chess Tournament...
It was quite boring...So you guys no need to know about it...hehe
When the meeting finish, I called my dad whether he can come to fetch me or not...luckily he was on the way back from KLIA...so i not need to be fish sardine...hoho

Evening...
We straight away went to uncle house...
I planned to go play basketball...but the Korea artist  come and visit us~ Rain~...hehe...so cold
I changed my mind...I borrowed the broadband from my cousin...and keep online ...

Night...
Lastly , we went back home...Did i take bath? I think yes...
I and ern ern watch TV together...Ru ru stay at uncle's house...
I wonder why ern ern dont't want go to sleep since he is very tired...his eyes told me...with all the red-vessels...
He told me that he afraid to sleep himself...i just ignore him...at the end he also went to sleep by himself in the room without brother and sister accompany him...

Babe ...I love you...good night... muackz...
I will tell her the same thing every night before I sleep...
But sometimes jut too tired...Sorry babe

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Tears 30/4/2010

宝贝,这是写给你的。。。 没错,就是你。。。

我不曾忘记我们的重要日子。。。
我记得每个月的第一天。。。我当然记得。。。
我们在一起十一个月了。。。但对你的感觉却超过了十一个月。。。
刚开始的感觉肯定和现在不一样,
感觉比以往踏实多了。。。
感觉比以往更细腻。。。

我们间~~
少了甜蜜的言语,多了份温暖的关心。。。
少了做作的包容,多了现实的摩擦。。。
我学着去疼你,体贴你,包容你,关心你,哄你,爱你,
就像你对我付出的一切。。。

十一个月了,我还在学。。。
我脾气不好,学着不乱发脾气,
我从不赞人,学着去感受你对我的好,
我不会分配时间,学着把时间留给你,因为我知道你需要我。。。

我笨。。。
学不好。。。
学得不够好。。。
作得不够好。。。
或许你觉得够了。。。
不过我对自己的要求严苛。。

昨天你又哭了,说不是我的错。。
我。。。
落泪。。。

宝贝,我要你的笑容因我而绽放。。。
我。。。
只会说。。。

承诺还未兑现。。。努力不曾尽全力。。。 
我仍学习着对你好。。。给我时间。。。

让你和我在一起时。。。会有。。。安全感。。。

Home 30/4/10

I go back home ...have some dinners...then watch TV ..


Dad ask me to finish our Tan's Family Chart and Details Project and print it out...so that his dad's cousin...or my grandfather's cousin who is from China can bring it back to show our relatives...


The feeling is quite warm when we know that there is someone related to us at the other country especially from China...Feel likes we back to our origin...


After I print it out...i go take bath then we go mum working place for second times dinner...


I have some  chat with my dad...and  ask how he want to celebrate his birthday...


U want to know?

Work 30/4/10

After finish school, I went to work....


I suppose do not have any tuition class today...but as a good teacher... I give them extra tuition since the coming week is their exam week...I also online...Facebook...and blogging as usual during working time...and planning a big event with my friends...What's that ? secret~~


Later we have weekly meeting with all the members...nothing special~~


The only special thing happened during my working time waas i  blamed by BMW (boss that i mentioned before) for something I didn't do...It is about grammar error--"experiencing" and "experimenting"


so INNOCENT..............................................................................

School 30/4/10

As usual... Auntie Amy bring me to EU institute...Thank you Auntie for fetching me everyday...Thanks a lot...


I go into my classroom...Room 5...Normally, i will take out all the homework to do...but today didn't because no mood... 
Why I have a lot of homeworks? Actually very little only...but I am lazy...I absent twice and because of my PERFECTION... I redo the homeworks that I have done but I think is not tidy...so I have a lot of homework...I sleep in class sometimes...so I have a lot homework...so simple...but so lazy to do...


The first class today is Accounting...teach by Miss Yeoh...a funny teacher...who make a lot of joke with us...Only during her class we are very noisy...we tell a lot of joke... the whole class laugh...we very enjoy her class...The others teacher...is just ~~~haha....will be introduced one by one...


So keep visiting my blog...

30 April 2010

Today...School ~ Work ~ Home ~ Tears~


A lot of thing Happened

29 April 2010 Drive legally

This night....dad want to go out yumcha...so i  go together with him....only two of us....ern ern and ru ru already slept....

Dad give me the car key and let me drive...This time is the first time I drove legally...which is I already got my P license...Before this i already drove a few times illegally....haha

We went to mum working place...and along the journey which is not more than 4 km....dad keep nagging me as expected....I already expected that....so I just ignore it....because if I care, I will mad...haha....but my EQ is high enough to handle it.

Later dad cant take this anymore...so switch place with me and we went yumcha....

When someone with many experiences sit beside you while u are driving...you will feel nervous and can not do well...because they will keep nagging...haha...

Said me and KimHan...

Friday, April 30, 2010

workING

Now i am giving tuition in Mercury room...Ian, Hannah and XiaoTing are doing their exercise...ME as their tuition teacher is blogging...In front of me, the new member is also doing his exercise...


My homework...which is a lot...is at my right hand side...
My cane...which is very big...is at my left hand side


I still got a lot of thing haven't do....
As a student...Homework~~~
As an employee...My student books..exercises...science program...parents day~~~
As a event organizer...Event...chinese chess...badminton...YuanDian...YMM Selangor...etc~~~
As a tuition teacher...My student syllybus and progress~~~
As a part-timer...MLM-Elken and Insurance-Great Eastern...have to find people...treat as my business~~~
As a citizen...My JPA scholarship~~~
As a boyfriend...Her birthday and our anniversary~~~

As a hubby...miss her and take care her everyday~~~
As a son and brother...my family~~~
As myself...I need REST!!


But our life is not fairy tale...we can't be ourself always...face different people everyday...so tiring wearing mask with smilling face when deal with someone i ................


I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU...DEAR...EVERYTHING BECOME SO SIMPLE

Thursday, April 29, 2010

27 April 2010 (2) DATING

After i passed all my test...i went bank for a while...then go back home and change clothe...i wore the shirt she bought for me...hehe


I have no time to eat...I quickly went out to take bus...My destination is...
Selangor
Petaling District
Puchong Zone
Pusat Bandar Puchong
....beside LDP...
IOI Mall.
..new wing...
Third floor
Redbox Karaoke
 To meet a bunch of friend and her...
In Redbox...of courese we sing...drink...sing...eat...sing....and sing....

Me and she leave earlier for our second round...have our lunner/dinch...hehe
We went Little Taiwan and had some meals over there...
We just enjoy ourselves...The food is so warm...haha
Then we went JUSCO to play~~

When we want to go back...It was rainning...
We took bus...It was very congested...
When we arrive...it was still raining...
As usual ,I sent her home with bus '11 '...
I kept her glasses so it wouldn't wet..
When my job completed...i walked back home...alone...

This time...she told me...next time no matter we go have to bring umbrella...or else i have to drive...a four wheels vehicle...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Brain

At this moment ,i have no mood to blog...

Maybe too much braincells die...dead

Use too much brain...Stuck...

Where is the plumber or the mechanic...or technician...i do not need doctor...

Science Program FLIER

Fuu~ yesterday night I went to Elken seminar again...this is the 5th times i went there...for product knowledge and share the achievements by others...Actually i planned not to go so i can finish my homework and the flier...
But at last I went too...


After we went yumcha ,uncle sent me back ,it is already 12.00 am...Although I am tired ,I quickly switched on my laptop to do the flier...i was so so so tired...and not even the halfway...i felt asleep ...with the spectacles still on my nose and the switched on computer...


This morning i wake up when my mum calling Wei Ern...i quickly open my eyes, find my glasses and wear it...then continue my works...I used half an hour to finished it...wow ...but i haven't brush my teeth and change my clothes...And yet ,i didn't do any single homework...so sad...i like my homework very much


Gotta stop here...need to email the flier to my boss...
Sorry Babe, I love you...
Yesterday ,
when you say~Good night~
was so cute...
i love it...
Hope can hear that every night

27 April 2010 (1)

Today is my big day ... What big day...My driving test day ! It sounds small...but BIG..
Yesterday night i had nightmare twice...both are related to driving and vehicles but i forgot what happen in my dream...

I go to my driving school...PERFECT Driving Academy...to take the documents and wait for the arrival of JPJ to register...As usual ,the government staffs come after one hour as stated...We all, about 100 people have for 1 hour...as expected...My heartbeat become slower as time flow...does not mean that i am dieing but i feel less nervous...

Since I take both B2 and D class driving license test...So we take the first round of B2 test...Handling a motorcycle is just easy for me...although some mistake during emergency brake...but i still pass...so happy...

But now only the test start ! The D class test...In my mind, i keep thinking that i didn't give any coffee money ,so even how well i did, i will not pass...so i am nervous...because the money and the time i had spend here...although its not a lot...but ...well you know...i don't want take a repeat test...

It is now my turn to drive the car...after a while of break...the hill test, side-parking,and three-point-turn...
 -Hill test...my document is not found ...but i already in the car on the hill...yet i need to come out from the car because without it i couldn't take the test...i went out and luckily one of the instructor send my document here...so I continue the test...
 -Side-parking...the car i drove is extremely silent...when the car is in reverse gear ,i slowly remove the clutch....but it didn't move...i try and try ...and i accidentally pull out the car key...luckily the JPJ officer do not notice about it when busy dealing with other candidate...so I continue the test...
 -Three-point-turn...nothing happen...just ok...

Yeah ! I pass all of the three test and now is the last section...On the road...

I completed B2 and D(1) within 1 hour...but i have to wait for the last section for about one and a half hour...damn long...tired...and boring

When my turn to go ...I go into the car...do all the required stuff...then i slowly release the clutch and let the car move...but the car stop and the engine~ ~...hehe you know
I try for the second time...when i try to release the clutch again...the JPJ officer remind me ...HANDBRAKE....oops, i forget about it...no wonder the  car didn't move...


Move the car...drive it...it just normal along the road...come back...and i PASS.....

WoW ,I pASS mY tEST...I wILL hAVE mY oWN dRIVING lICENSE...and i can fetch my girlfriend to where ever we  or she want to go...and also my family membersssss.....HappY~~~ 

LOve StoRy 4

The whole world know that i will leave at the end of the year...So Sad~


But none of them know that my dad have changed my mind...Too Bad~


So I SMS her ...


You want me to leave ?
If you don't want me to leave, then tell~ ~  
If I stay here , can you become my girlfriend?


I stay here because of you ...the first lie i told her...because of this lie...we become couple later....
The feeling of me towards her changes from like to LOVE...


This is how I have my first girlfriend...and she has her first boy friend...


So in this world...have two more fall in the LOVE...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Choice

Oh my god ! I have so many homeworks need to finish ! I already start my tertiary school life in EU institute , taking LCCI Diploma...at PJ, Selangor


Many people think that it will be such a waste for excellent student like me to choose accounting, for them, they i think i should choose science or medicine or others related study... But this is my life, do not tell me what should and shouldn't i do...


Being human is just to make mistake and improve ...so let me be what I want to be... Our lives shouldn't control by others...I become a excellent student is because i choose to listen to teacher, i choose to be responsible, i choose to learn, i choose to use my brain...


Don't forget, I am a teenager, i can be sucks likes others... i can say bad words in every sentences i speak out, i can go hang out every day in shopping mall...i can do others stuff as other teenagers but i CHOOSE to not doind its...I might not be matured enough ,but every single human being have brain...and i choose to use my brain to think...


The most important is my father teach me how to think...Thanks dad...You have teach me a lot, but i still have a lot to learn from you...you might not success in your career , but you are the greatest dad...not because of you buy us a lot of toys, full-fill our every single wish, but you teach us how to think and choose...

Blogging~~

Everyday...at this moment ...usually i am blogging...


I wrote ~~
What happen in my life ...
What is my feelings ...
Who is me ...
Where is me ...

Express
 myself ...
Express
the true Tan Wei Hoa ...
Express
 the me unknown by others ...

Recently, 
I am posting the LOve StoRy of me and my girlfriends...
I do this because I know our brain memory is not enough to store what we had been gone through...

Because,
She is my first and my third girlfriend until now...and the last until the end of my life
Why?
just keep following our LOve StoRy...

Sunday, April 25, 2010

LOve StoRy 3

My dad decided to move house...not within Puchong area...not within  Petaling District...not within Selangor state...But  we are going to Johor, our village...OH MY ~ ~ ~

Me and she just started...oh, not even start yet ,need to be 400++km away ...
All my friends and my teacher ...i will be very miss you guys... But I do not want to leave you guys...T.T 

My mom ,my sister ,my brother ,all of us do not want to move...so at the end of the year... we manage to pursuit our dad...of course ,due to some others reason too...dad make decision not to move... I was so happy...

So I SMS her but I didn't tell her the truth ....(to be continued)

23 April 2010... ....Rain

Early in the morning, i woke up .
A Doo came  to fetch me and we went to Yin Peng house together.
Me, a Doo .Boey Yin Peng ,Chiew Fong and Cai Ying went to a seminar together.It is about How to Become a  Good MC (master of ceremony).Ryan (Hong San) is the one who giving the talk.
We arrive...register...wait...
The seminar start...we listen...listen...listen. At the end, when the Q & A section , i have a question to ask...But some senior citizens keep asking question...which were not related to the topic...I give up...

12.30pm
We go back to Batu 8 MCA office.When we arrive ,already got many student there waiting for us.
We straight away start...
---SMK Pusat Bandar Puchong 1 ---Diabolo performance
---SMK Puchong Perdana            ---Diabolo Performance
---SMK Puchong Batu 8               ---Modern Dance
---SMK Bandar Puchong Jaya B   ---Talk show  (xiang sheng)

Then, while Boey and Yin Peng were discussing about the performance...we continue with a few dance...
All of them looks like willing to learn and learnt very fast...

We later start our meeting...chair by Hooi Zhi...and the 2nd and 4th performance get the chance to perform on 26 of June...Meeting is about proving how useless and troblesome of my suggested system...

Finish the meeting...me, Cai Ying and Gee Wey teach them a afew dance...which are only two...but they are so energetic...they learnt 2 songs but follow us dance for more than 5 songs...Wao! So tiring but happy too...It had been a long time i never get tired  because of dancing...

Now ...start rainnig... me and she went for a date...only a while...sent her home...walked back home alone...tired~~

This night...i am totally a jerk...i sent her some messages...she ask me to call her back...I did...when she pick up the phone...she can't say even a word...because she is crying...



Wei Hoa...Please remember do not hurt her again...do not tell her anything which is bad ,negative...your job is to make her happy...your job is to let her see the sunshine...even though it is raining in your heart...even though  you have any negative emotions...just put it inside your heart...and solve it by yourself! Do not ever tell anyone..especially your love one...Wan Hooi Zhi...

Babe...Please forgive me...I LOVE YOU






wAItIng~~

It is not like I never wait for someone or something...now I am  waiting for JPA scholarship...I am waiting for my agent test...I am waiting for the time to fly away from my cage~WORKING PLACE...and i used to wait for her for two hours...that time she is not my girlfriend yet...(i posted the story)


Two days ago...same thing happened...she went for meeting and yet as a boyfriend i went to wait for her at IOI . The only difference is now she is my girlfriend now...I reach at about 2.50pm...then i went to hang around somewhere of anywhere and thinking what should we do and where should we when after she finished...


Later I received her message :Come here now..got something to ask you....


So I went down to the place they meeting...i solve their question...they know the answer and i walked out alone...is kind of weird


I received her message again : Where is the money ?


So I called her and explained...for the second time where the first time I already explained to the people in-charged... 


I went Popular...take some books and read~~


4.15pm


She came...with her friends...saw me...go to find for white board...with her friends...


She looks sad...so I ask why? As usual she said :"nothing" , with the upset face...Then I decided to bring her to some where else...to make her happy


But i was wrong...at the end of the day... I ended up with my tears...I was so selfish...now only i know that...

24-4-2010...Saturday

Today morning, I went out breakfast with my dad. Only two of us ,because mum need to sleep ,sister and brother were studying in school.We went the kopitiam we went often and order  "pork meat noodle" as usual...


Then we went to my uncle house . Before i went in with dad, i ask him to let me test drive for few round with his car . I did it and  i few more confident when handling a car...Then I went into the house and watch television with my dad...


I was HAPPY...because I heard my favourite song ~ bao bei


When about 11.30 pm, dad fetch me home for changed then I go to driving lesson by myself ...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

LOve StoRy 2

One night in the prefect camp...i told her...You look pretty with this hairstyle..

That was my first time to praise a girl sincerely.

After the prefect camp, we come back to our own normal life...the only abnormal thing is the frequency of me and she mouth-fight become less...we didn't noticed about that but our friends do.

Our relationship become closer ...we hang out more often ...

But ...one day,my family had make a big decision...